Bye APRIL, Hello MAY

This month is a month full of love. 

"I think I found him, no wait, I'm just confused."

Need to eat LESSER

"I'll protect you from the raging storm."

Fudge. I think I'm in love with you the chocolate.

I think I'm fat. I need to eat less.

I think Starbucks made me smarter. 

"Pain is temporary, Honor is forever."

"Until we meet again, I will always remember how you look, how you smile, how you laugh. I will miss you."

xoxo.

"Baby You're mine for the day."

SAY NO TO EXAMS

My examinations are around the corner and this sucks. Hopefully I get to secure an A for at least 3 subs. 

Take me away to a place where I can fall in love with you over again.

Let's runaway to far far away. 

Baby I need you and I love you. 

Don't ever leave me you crazy BITCH. 

In need of fun.

"Leave me here to party on my own, let me survive the wildness of the world."

FOOD PORN 

#foodporn #donuts #pretty

Oh how I wish 

In need of clothes. NEED TO GO SHOPPING SOON.

Goodbye darling. We'll meet again. 

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xoxo

I want to cry out. 

But to who

Who understands?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=XFeXmBGWwSc

It hurts because you left
I cried all day but it still hurts again
Though it hurts like this
Though it really hurts
Like a fool, I’m smiling again today

I miss you but I’m holding it in
I hope that you are happy
Though I’m hurting so much
Though I’m really hurting
I hope that you’re not hurting

I really loved you but
It hurts more and more so I’m scared
It’s hard but I’ll let you go

I look at you but you don’t see me
I call out to you but there’s no answer
Though I hate you so much
Though I really hate you
I hope you’re not hurting

And then I slipped another one in. 

Thought you were fine.

Thought we were perfect.

Guess I was too naive. 

On the verge of breaking down but knowing I just can't. "Cennic you need to be stronger." "It's okay Cennic, you can always try again." "Don't give up Cennic." There's alot of things I need to be thankful for, I know. Sometimes in my life i just feel like giving up. When are all the problems gonna stop? Constantly asking myself if I'm doing my best at everything. 

Let me grab onto you please. Don't let me die. 

Hate being so insecure about myself. 

Sometimes i feel like dying. 

I keep telling myself that it's gonna be fine somehow.

It's gonna be fine somehow. Just hold on. 

It's gonna be fine somehow.

It's gonna be fine somehow.

It's gonna be fine somehow.

He's out. Another one is in.

Maybe it's fate. I don't know. 

We got distinction for choir. Feeling proud. Got 6th place for amazing race. Ran through the town areas until my leg ached like crazy. It was so fun.

xoxo