Tuesday, 18 June 2013

The Great Gatsby (2013) - Official Trailer [HD]



SUCH A GREAT MOVIE.
I dislike that bitch and oh wait....
Why does Leonardo Dicaprio always die in his movie......

My paradise

If you’re not ready to go home
Can I get a hell no
Cause we gonna go all night
Till we see the sunlight alright

So la da di da di, we like to party
Dancing with Miley
Doing whatever we want
This is our house
This is our rules
And we can’t stop
And we won’t stop
Can’t you see it’s we who own the night
Can’t you see it we who bout’ that life


This whole week was amazebeans. 
I can say it's a HOLY WEEK.
Been to church area chalet and Radcon2013.
Craycray.

And it's time to have an ADVENTURE.


EYE OPENING experience
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I just feel like escaping from reality.

Being Materialistic.
Being selfish.

I will hold on to you and if you let go, I will.

Oh damn the haze in Singapore is getting so bad.
PSI check: 170
Oh man DONT LET ME DIE. 
I love you Indonesia LOL.
Alright that's enough. 
Love you guys.
xoxo.





Miley Cyrus - We Can't Stop (Lyric Video)

Saturday, 1 June 2013


People always leave and so will you.
Goodbye. 
I lost both of you.
No I'm fine. I'm done. 
I sometimes remember you like this
The long times
I remember today, your backview
If I can only see it for a short time

I can only say that I want to die
My life without you is hard to live through
I only wait for you to come back
Thought you’re not here anymore
Please, I really miss you, I love you

I still have feelings for you, I can’t throw you away
I’m short on breath as if I’m crazy
All night I’ve been pushing you out
But yet

Stay forever


Hi June. 
Another depressing night. 
Here's to never growing up. 

We live like rock stars
Dance on every bar
This is who we are,
I don't think we'll ever change
My results:
NOT SATISFACTORY
116 in level. So disappointed. 

When you're ready come and get it.

I'm sorry. I screwed up again. 


Am I that easy to forget?
I just don't get it. 
I'm so sick of explaining things. I'm so sick of getting sick. I'm so sick of trying so hard. I'm so sick of being that only one that tries. I'm so sick of everything.
I thought you said you would always be there. 
Everything just fell apart. 
 Why am I always the one that is always taken for granted?
Why am I always the one that tries so hard and get nothing.

I hear but don't listen.



When I told you I stopped means I really stopped.
Stop ASSUMING.
If you don't want to ruin our friendship then stop assuming.

Sometimes I wish I could sleep forever.
"Whats wrong?"
"I'm tired."
Sorry for existing.
 Why do the people I love always end up leaving me?




I hate being so close to that person and then they suddenly leave without telling me what's wrong.
And I end up over thinking that everything is my fault again. I screwed up big time again. Saying "I'm sorry" again. Being angry at myself again. 
I came to the state that I won't ever believe in myself again. 
"& she tries her hardest to look good
 but she still feels ugly"
Please stay.
 I know I'm not good enough but please stay.
In alot of ways I hate myself but I can't express it. 
I feel the emptiness inside of me but I don't know what to do.
I feel the bitterness inside of me but I let it live.
How much I want to erase those memories and feelings.

sorry.