Friday, 11 July 2014

It's been a long time since I've talked to anyone. And today, tonight finally. Finally I got to say almost everything. Thank you guys for everything.



It was a night full of laughters and tears and I couldn't express how thankful I felt when they were with me. How blessed and how  comforted I am to have such friends. Wow. 


We had an impromptu break fast so haz and ning went to lot to get dinner and rented a movie(ended up not watching)
And just got carried away in my room talking about really really personal issues. 


First time in weeks or at least months I broke down before anyone. I hate feeling weak I hate feeling helpless but my feelings just took the better of me. 
I mean from what I see, even though some memories may hurt you SO much that even if you try your best to forget them, they are still gonna be a part of you, a part ofyour life and they may hurt like crap even though it happened like maybe 6 years ago but I think the main point is to move on. 

Yes, they're still gonna hurt. You are still gonna cry when you talk about it but it's over already right? 


Thursday, 10 July 2014