Happy 1000th views day!

Lul. Hai. It's been a few days since i've blogged. Been busy with lots of stuffs like choir, concert and chalet and preparing for upcoming activities. So it's kinda hard to find time to blog but finally i get the chance to actually blog after a long time. Anw, im going to Desaru (Malaysia) tmrw. Hm.. Im not really looking forward to it cause it would be filled with lots of activities and also alot of singing. Well i like singing but i hate practicing so it kinda sucks for me. I'm sleeping with sze ning, my friend, and i hope it would be a pleasant experience. I've got 1000th views on my blog so thank you all for actually taking your time to see and continue doing that man. hahaha.

Update!!!

Hie guys! Uhm so i've been quite busy these few days and for the next few days so i will be blogging less often. Sorry!!! and i've been busy watching my drama called "innocent man", casts are joongki MY FAV and others la. Y'all can research yourself okay. HAHAHHA. Okay then, love y'all! :)

Cute love

this qtiepie

  you're falling in love?

 i gave you my heart

Be like this?

Are you happy now? 

                                                                   A love like this

                                                             Kiss me in the rain

                                                               Let's be cute

Random pics :)

this is fei and me and flash mob :)

yingli and meh at mac at 10pm :)

esther and za at da beach :)

                                               fei and belly at cine <3

                                                      me and terter at flash mob :)

                                                     me and sheshe at class :)

                                                   

uhm so darryl, if you readin this, you be hatin on me. hahahhahahahhaha. so this is dat gayass. we went bugis then to vivo to shop. had a greaty time tgt that day which was quite long ago then we went to clementi to buy laoban and went backy home. 

                                                     us at mrt. LOLOLOL. i got FAT face. :(

                                         

uhm so this guy up there is my precious seniorrr. he's an ass that is always there 4 me LOLOL. that time when my mom had a heart attack he just rushed over and came to my house and comfort me. LOL noone has ever done that for me before so he's special. uhm so at that period of time when im at my lowest he was there for me thru out and he's awesome and whenevr i need like someone to talk to, he's always there. ily. and we are just close friends ah LOL. 

MUST READ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORSrtfcShh4  HEY GUYS GO SEE THIS NOW!!! I MEAN NOW. OKAY IF YOU'RE A GUY, YOU SHOULD ALWAYS ALWAYS TREAT YOUR GIRLFRIENDS THIS WAY. >;D

John Lennon: My inspiration

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people living life in peace

You, you may say 
I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one



If everyone demanded peace instead of another television set, then there'd be peace. 

You don't need anybody to tell you who you are or what you are. You are what you are

I'm not claiming divinity. I've never claimed purity of soul. I've never claimed to have the answers to life. I only put out songs and answer questions as honestly as I can... But I still believe in peace, love and understanding. 

TWEETY BIRD

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Skinny love

Heyyy guys im learning the piano version of skinny love like finally!!! it's the first song i've played on my guitar and it was like hard at the conversion part but yea :)i learnt it by myself sia. HAHAHA. come one skinny love <3 you can check it out at youtube. the original version is by bon iver but then it was covered by birdy and yep :)

Update

Sorry but these few days i will not be posting pictures because i need to reload everything i need to do this on the weekends sorry :/. But dont worry! Next week i'llbe definitely post more pictures i promise.

RANT

YOU DONT HAVE TO RIGHTS TO

Firstly, you are the president and that does not means you're always right, you're always correct. Dont ever tell me that you're perfect and makes no mistakes. The thing i hate is that when people abuses their authority of their position. When the person in charge puts you in that position, it means you have to guide them through, not scold them. You have to be patient and when they make mistakes, CORRECT THEM, not REPRIMAND THEM. 

WE TRIED OUR BEST

Dont say we never tried. If we are not trying, why are we still part of this and sacrificing our precious time to do this? Damn you gotta think before you speak. Your expectations are way too high and unreasonable and you tell us to meet them. WE FIND IT DIFFICULT. Maybe for it it's easy but it's only for you. You gotta think about what others need to do and dont just think that it's the holidays now and everyone's free. NO. Not everyone is free excuse me. Other people may be doing other more important stuffs than this right. WE ALREADY SACRIFICED ALOT. When i say alot, it's really alot. 

Please put youreself in others shoes please. DONT JUST ASSUME. 

Cute couples

Uhm so i've been obsessed with like watching cute couples video lately and i was like uhm i hope my boyfriend in future will actually like do something like that yea and more romantic duh. SO FUTURE BOYFRIEND, GO WATCH "CUTE COUPLE 5" ON YOUTUBE <3 UGH why r there so less guys that are actually that romantic that exists in singapore/asian countries/my school/my future school? So i have to go to US and find my boyfriend there and like marry to some hot guy that's nice and clever but not necessarily clever but if he fits like more than 70% of my guy type list HE IS IN. i know it's too early to say this but damn, seeing all the couples out there makes me wanna buy a damn cat and treat him like my boyfriend yay hahahha. 

I wont give up.

When I look into your eyesIt's like watching the night skyOr a beautiful sunriseWell there's so much they holdAnd just like them old starsI see that you've come so farTo be right where you areHow old is your soul?
I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking up
And when you're needing your spaceTo do some navigatingI'll be here patiently waitingTo see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burnSome even fall to the earthWe've got a lot to learnGod knows we're worth itNo, i won't give up
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-wonat-give-up-lyrics-jason-mraz.html ]I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easilyI'm here to stay and make the difference that i can makeOur differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and giftsWe got yeah we got a lot at stakeAnd in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intendFor us to work we didn't break, we didn't burnWe had to learn, how to bend without the world caving inI had to learn what i got, and what i'm notAnd who i am
I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking upI'm still looking up
I won't give up (No I'm not) on us (Giving up)God knows i'm tough (I am tough), he knows (I am loved)We got a lot (We're alive) to learn (We are loved)God knows we're worth it (And we're worth it)
I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking up

• 

Read more: JASON MRAZ - I WON'T GIVE UP LYRICS 

Side-tracking a li' bit

Hey guys, uhm so today i spent like almost 3 hours looking at couple videos. they were like super sweet please! in asian countires almost all the guys like not really romantic sia. sigh and i hate it so i will have to go to US to get a man hahaha, WAIT FOR ME GUYS. HAHAHA. WAIT FOR ANOTHER 4 MORE YEARS.. Haish. Oh ya so it's like i really envy Caucasians cuz almost all of them are like pretty and hot even the guys so yes. Sigh why can't asians be like them and since when did adam and eve have blood of an asian, its just so UNFAIR. I want to live in big houses too sia and have like my closet room and also my big big room, in singapore leh? One HDB flat = 1 room for them. wtf that's why i said that singapore should just buy more lands and just specially for foreigners and then one island for singaporeans only, ISN'T IT BETTER?! BUT of course it's expensive but they can use taxes!! omg if i was like the president everything would be cool and like we have our own chocolate river and replace singapore river with like sharks and dophins inside and we can like see them omg VOTE ME PLEASE. Then i'll like demolish all the high rise flats and replace them with bungalows and villas and mansion <3 OMFG IM LIKE SO GOOD FOR A PRESIDENT then i'll like design uniforms for like schools and let them wear dresses to school and they can wear tube dress and everything omg and they can let down their hair and they can like put on make up and guys can leave their hair and their NS trainings dont require to go to changi hosp or something hahaha

Please read this although it's very long. :)

So yep I'm just gonna share what i heard today. I heard two stories today from 2 of my friends, michelle and pamela. Uhm so i'll start on michelle one first. Okay so she told me that her dad passed away when she was 6 yet she remembered everything so damn clearly. Firstly her dad was a young handsome business man and many ladies went and fall for him but he caught on michelle's mom and he liked her so much and so there was this lady that knew black magic and she casted that black magic on her. For some of you guys out there, you may not believe in black magic but i personally do so yea, she casted a curse on michelle's dad and he developed a rotten butt, that means all the passe(?) started to come out and awhile later it became black and then can see the flesh and meat. So he also contracted a cancer but the doctor could not detect what cancer is it but it should be either 'Rat cancer' or 'Bird cancer' and after a while he passed away. It's very extremely scary to know that people in this world from what i heard, will sell their soul to the devil in exchange of something. It's scary that they use it on people the bad way, it's scary how they harm people with their so called "power". So michelle's aunt actually blamed michelle's mom for causing the death of the brother. such foolish people. So pamela's story was that her family situation was very bad and her mom got into a car accident suddenly and just passed away like that, sorry but i'm just only gonna open some info to y'all. uhm so you guys that are actually looking at this post, please take a second to reflect and think how you treat your family. I did reflect and i felt guilty.. I almost cried when i heard their stories so people out there treasure your family okay! i'll come up with the family post in a few days time! thanks for reading and yur attention! love y'all :*

youthcup2012 was a disaster

Okay. So today was youth cup 2012. Wondering what is youthcup? It's a church event where the youth impact people will come together and play against each other. I played in captains ball and dodge ball aka poison ball, and i played until damn good sia i swear. We got into semi finals and we got 4th out of the 25 teams. So that was good. Poison ball was nothing, it was so damn boring. Ugh. So it was a tiring day spent at Gan Eng Seng sec i think! Hahaha. The two things that pissed me off today is that the planner, zhonghua, didnt even planned out the things properly and the whole day was basically spent on doing nothing except for 3 games. Ugh. irritating right! He should not even plan lor seriously. -.- And plus i hate people who cant decide what they are doing next and my friends were like damn slow la so i was pissed. then also my mum scolded me and said it was 5.20 and it was late. LATE?!?! KNS. Haish but i in the end reached home at 8 so ya haha so early. My teammates were Anson, Grace, Jeremiah, Chantelle, Michelle and two other soccer boys but in the last round they didnt come so we didnt get to the top 3. UGHUGHUGH. KNS. Okay la not bad not bad today.

HAHA

Writing memories on microsoft words. hahahaha. TOO BAD GUYS U CANT SEE IT.

Update!

HI GUYS IM SO DAMN SORRY CUZ I WILL NOT BE POSTING THE PHOTOS TODAY CUZ I REALIZED I NEEDED TO ACTUALLY DOWNLOAD ALL THE PHOTOS AGAIN SO I NEED AT LEAST ONE DAY. I'm sorry guys!!!!!!!! :( i just came back home so everything's abit rushed so yea... i'll prolly post them tmr!

BOOBS SIZES

TODAY I LEARNT THAT SWEET POTATOES MAKE YOUR BOOBS GROW BIGGER. I'm still a f*ckin A so i need to grow to at least a B. im sorry if im too open for u but ya some perv guys would actually be interested. I'll elaborate more on that tmr LOLOL. HAHAHA.

Hi guys im gonna post a random post tmr too if i have the time and guess what it'll be??? ahaha, okay it's my family. i'll talk about the probs but not all the probs cuz some are too confidential and i'll be talking the situation then and now so if you wanna know, wait and i'll post them maybe tmr night! SO EGGCITING RIGHT HAHAHAHAH. Yep :)

DADDY BEAR

My dad told me so damn many things today and i am and always will be blessed. i have a greatest and most amazing daddy in the world. we went to crystal jade today and ate so many things and it's been a long time since we had daughter and daddy time <3. he actually made me super proud cuz he decided to quit smoking before his next birthday. i love him. they say in the previous life the daughter and dad was past lovers! idk if that's true anot but i find it damn disgusting like imagining me fu*king my own dad. okay idw to talk about it. hahhha. he said he was being promoted but he rejected it cuz he hate his other position cause alot of paperwork. hahahah. we had a long talk and although he's not like other daddys, he's perfect in my eyes.

Update!!!!!

Hey guys!!! I'm sorry but there will be a delay on me posting the things and how did my work. I should be posting them tmr night cuz in the morning im going for youth cup 2012! another church event im participating in captains ball, GIMME ALL THE STRENGTH MAN. HAHAHA. i need to wake up early and reach tiongbahru @9.30am tmr. OTL. just DRAG ME TO HELL. heh just kidding, idw to end up like that girl in the movie. if you guys haven't seen that movie yet hurry! go see it, its kinda uhm NOT REALLY SCARY ITS FUNNY, JUST GO WATCH IT. okay im side tracking but yep! i promise i would try to post the pictures of me working and what i did today tmr okay! :) thanks guys for taking a look at my blog! love y'all cuz i hit 278 views in just 2 nights. i'll be posting more tmr and happy deepavali to my hindu friends that are celebrating tmr! have a blast and hope y'all enjoy your day.

#whatturnsmeoff tagg

Okay this will be a short tag okay hahahha. so what turns me off is :
1) people that acts cool and have a attitude that they thinks is cool
2) you still wear baggy jeans
3) whiny people
4) people that eats their own nose shit and digs their nose in public
5) people that thinks they are always right
6) people that insists that things must go their way
7) people that go back on their promises
8) people who says that they hate fake people but they are fake too
9) people that don't apologize to you when they are wrong
10) people with unshaved body hairs (ex: armpit, moustache, privates, chest)
11) keyboard warriors
12) old pedo that preys on girls and ladies
13) MAN THAT WEARS SHORT GIRLS FBT OMG FUUUU. WHY WANT SHOW OFF YOUR HAIRY LEGS AH KNS.
14) people that are proud and boast almost everything about themselves
15) GIRLS WITH HAIRY ARMS AND LEGS IM SORRY Y'ALL SHOULD PROLLY GO WAX YA KNOW
16) I love people that are abit chubbier than skinny people but when they wear spaghetti stripes or something that expose their ahem, please just, dont dont
17) people that have really arched eyebrows ( you look like a witch and a bitch) IM SORRY OKAY
18) Local guys that put on alot of cakey make up and eyeliner and mascara, ARE YOU OKAY
19) Guys that wear short shorts and expose your sexy hairy legs
20) girls that have thick eyebrows IM SORRY
IM SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANYONE OF YOU

APPEAL FORM

HEY GUYS. IVE HANDED IN MY APPEAL FORM. YAY. OKAY PRAY AND HOPE FOR THE BEST K.

announement! :)

I'm gonna do a #whatturnsmeoff tag soon! hehehehe. AND BECAUSE I HAVE WORK TODAY FROM 4-8(SUCKS BUT WORTH IT) i get $50 today for just maybe 3-4 hours hahahha, but hey its super worth it. oh and i need to rush back to school to like get my appeal form(hate my life) to appeal to the course i want(not double of course) :b okay that's all for now, i'll post more later :)

Laura in the kitchen

Hey guysssss! I'm so excited to share about what im talking now. OKAY IT STARTS WITH F_ _ _. No it's not what you're thinking about, ITS FOOD. OMFG IKR. okay, lately i've been obsessed with watching "laura in the kitchen" and watching her cook, fuck me right, its just torturing to see her cook delicious food and not sharing with us. OKAY NOW TECHNO IS SO DAMN ADVANCE WHY CANT THEY EVEN INVENT ONE DAMN FOOD MACHINE. THAT'S WHERE I CAN PRESS WHAT I WANT TO EAT AND THEY CAN DELIVER IT TO ME. I should just hire a personal cook right?! BUT SADLY I'VE NO MONEH. Okay JUST UHM TYPE "laura in the kitchen" on youtube! :b help to support man

His name is bob

HIE. Yep, my baby accoustic guitar. I bought it for $200++ dollars @ guitarslife(?) i think.. uhm i've learnt "i wont give up" by jason mraz, "pumped up kicks" by foster the people, "im yours" by jason mraz, "perfect two" by auburn, "love story" by taylor swift and lastly "secrets' by one republic but i think there's more just that i forgot. heh sorry :/

TWITTER UPDATE

Hey guys! if you wanna know my twitter, it's @FROWNEDFACES, its with the S, okay i'll put down the link here. https://twitter.com/FROWNEDFACES YEAP, FOLLOW ME!!! :) thank you

CHILDCARE service learning :)

IHSAN WAS A GAY GAY THERE. HE WAS CRAZY I SWEAR. Amali was acting like a dog/monster and chasing kids so there's this one kid that kept hitting him, well one word to you kid, "violent". Wonder where this was? It's a childcare and we were going there for service learning, COOL RIGHT. IKR. okay, uhm i met one kid named shaun goh, he's a really nice nice nice kid and also handsome and also my type(jkjk), he's really nice i swear, he's obedient but idk why the lady kept scolding him, and he's a heartbreaker!i swear when i left, i  gave him the whole piece of sticker so when i left, he only focused on the stickers, not me! :( asshole hahaha. well if there was a second chance, i would go there again :>

RADCON2012!

So i decided to go centre parting. hahahahha. uhm wonder where all that were? yesssss! it's radcon (radical conference) 2012!! if you see anybody wearing a "radcon 2012" shirt, they are from my church. okay so me, grace and carin invited deric to radcon2012 and surprisingly he came!!! i was so glad he came with us :) okay anw, the first session of radcon was 7.30pm-9.30pm? i guess..? well we went for supper with the lifegroup and boom... time passes so fast and we went 302 for supper @ 12.30am. and guessed who i saw there...! hahaha im not gonna tell you thou. well, the first night of radcon2012 was fun :b oh and if you're wondering what church am i from, i'm from bukit timah, church of singapore, opp bukit timah shopping centre! okay so the 2nd day of radcon2012, deric got impacted by abit by the preaches of REGGIE DABBS. YES  YES I KNOW. Im totally screaming out in excitement now. He's really great and he made alot of people feel impacted and yep deric too, i hope he'll come with us next year thou... :/

APPEALS

Hey guys! Good morning and it's 10am  in the morning now, im super sleepy but i have to go back to school later on to get an appeal form to appeal to a better course. i really hope i can though although my targets dont meet. :/ well...

I am lost and found again.

That feeling when you cry to your sleep. You're feeling helpless. I just had that a couple of nights ago. My streaming results really let me to collapse. When i found out that i was going into combine science, i just screamed and cried so damn loudly. I threw all my books on the floor, i almost literally became mad. I cried and screamed so hard. I cried out to God "why, why must you force me into this state" i said something even terrible, it was " i dont believe in you God anymore." i then realised that the bond between me and God was broken, the irony is that i went back to church yesterday and i realized how wrong i was. What  i had all along was expecting something in return. No, this was not faith, this was not how a child of God should think, i reflected and thought about it and i knew i was wrong. i was guilty but i know that God still loves me for who i am, not what i was. What God has planned out for me is always the right choice. His path always lead me to the best of me. I learnt to move on and aimed for a better future. I aimed to get top 40 in the level next year and i know i can because God tells me that i can do it. You may think i will not be able to do it, well lets wait and see. That experience was a traumatic experience to me and i learnt a lesson from it. Well this is definitely a wake up call for me. No more old Cennic, it's the new me, the new Cennic.

They don't understand.

""No matter how much people console me or anything, it just doesnt help. i still feel broke inside. i just hated myself that much. i hid so many things from all of you. i dont want to be judged, i dont want to be the girl that others talk behind. i feel so insecure, my looks, my body, my feelings, my everything. I just feel that people cant be trusted and that there's no point of telling them. "somedays i feel broke inside but i wont admit" - christina aguilera. i dont even trust myself, i dont even know who i really am. i deceived myself over and over again just to make myself feel better. that kind of pain, nobody truly understands.""

We are never ever getting back together.

Well in the first place we were not even together. Well you are just gone like that. YOU just left me hanging there. I do not hate you, but i hated you for falling for another girl when im still stuck to you. I know im too young to even think about this and i know i suck. our relationship was being built by lies, well i knew that wasnt gonna last. I tried to get over you but i just cant seem to. obviously that girl is so much better than me and she won me in every way. no words left to say just goodbye. i did not regret meeting you, i regret falling for you. this is not the first time. they say "time heals everything" well those words are bullshit. no, time doesnt heal everything, it aggravates everything. i keep reminding myself not to reply you or not to answer to your cold replies, i cant. i hated myself for that. i cant seem to let go and move on, i dont want to move on, i dont want to let go of you. i just hope that you would come back, i keep dreaming of you and me. is it just a dream or? if everything could rewind, i would choose not to meet you. its too late anyway. i miss you so will you come back? i wish you would see how much im hurting inside. i cried for you when you cried for her. my last words are "im sorry"

You're beautiful

"Everyday is so wonderful and suddenly its hard to breathe. now and then i get insecure from all the pain, feel so ashamed. i am beautiful no matter what they say, words cant bring me down." song lyrics by "beautiful- christina aguilera" you're beautiful no matter what they say, everyone out there is.

I went to band concert well, it was a fun experience... there was dance concert too but im lazy to post them but anw i had a great time at band concert! yingli did great shuffling and hahaha we went crazy so yep.! belle wore a super nice maxi dress and it suited her and her platforms. love how she dress <3 so feminine ah :b had a great time at band concert overall  heheheheehehheheheehe. 

A STAY AT MBS

Okay things just got better! I was at church and my mum called me and told me we got a chance to stay at mbs overnight!! i was like omgggggg and i rushed home to pack so yea :) we rushed down there and ya know how fast the lift when?!?! it was like zoooommm 5sec and reached 48 floor. the view was super da nicey and it was just plain paradise. we went shopping around mbs and then went back to the hotel. the best part is we dont need to pay for the stay @ the hotel. otl, i love my life then. we went to the skypark and looked at the view unfortunately i only managed to get some pictures. :/ sorry...! but anw i was like texting ahem ahem that cutie and i love my life thenn... oh and it was fun, actually super fun. <3

Well wonder how we went to the resorts world free? ITS BCUZ OF BELLES DAD!!!! HE GOT US A FREE ROOM HEHEHEH. :> we went there for a 3d2n stay!!!! Okay the we are deric, belle, yufei, grace and me. we had lots of fun hahahha. and ya know the 2nd night me and grace went on a romantic night walk along the river of sentosa :b it was damn romantic and y'all couples should go there! we walked all the way to our hotel and we got lost otw to our hotelhahahha. we cute right...!!!! :-D uhm so the last day was spent with the leongsters hahaha fun fun fun we spent our day at siloso and then went to vivo for dinner! it was super memorable and i wish everything will repeat again! i miss deric cuz nowadays he seldom talk to us already and i hope everything would be like last time. hope...

TITANIC PLUS JACK DAWSON

okay so there's this one point of time i was totally obsessed with titanic so i went to the exhibition and i wanted it so bad until i cried for it. well it was at mbs and it was a once in a lifetime chance so why not go! and fyi i think i was like one of the titanic person cux i feel connected to it so damn much. And for that period of time i actually was obsessed with jack dawson cuz his face was so damn flawless and he seemed so damn sexy so i kepy googling leonardo dicaprio last time pictures when he was young hahaha ;b 

Heyyyy and this was before june  holidays! Uhm there's teris, elkan, madeline and short one two people emily and raiden.Well this was my ex-clique(i sorta jumped clique thou) hahaha, uhm these are awesome andd funny people. i swear if you spent one day with them you will laugh like hell. i miss them thou xoxo.

LEONGSTERSSSS

Yep the peoplein my cliques are the awesome-mes people in my school hahahahha. we are the coolest clique ever i swear. we can hold hands with each other thou we are not tgt and we can exchange. belle will go with fei, i will go with junxun or maybe rongjieh, shushu will go with yingli and it goes on hahaha. I LOVE THEM!!! It's funny that some of our people in our clique r alr tgt. *coughs*

Okie lets see what we have here.....Okay this is during the june holiday and uhm these peepos in the pictures are my clique, well actually some of them only and we are called the 'leongsters'. oh you might be wondering what leongsters mean right! well it actually makes no sense but because one of my friend , yingli, he put his twitter bio as 'leong' so we just adapted the name from it cux it was one of our ex teacher's name.