They don't understand.

""No matter how much people console me or anything, it just doesnt help. i still feel broke inside. i just hated myself that much. i hid so many things from all of you. i dont want to be judged, i dont want to be the girl that others talk behind. i feel so insecure, my looks, my body, my feelings, my everything. I just feel that people cant be trusted and that there's no point of telling them. "somedays i feel broke inside but i wont admit" - christina aguilera. i dont even trust myself, i dont even know who i really am. i deceived myself over and over again just to make myself feel better. that kind of pain, nobody truly understands.""