Saturday, 1 December 2012








I figured that some of you would be thinking about how useless you are or how hopeless your relationships will be or how fucked up your life is. Believe me, you guys are not the only ones out there. Everybody has there own down moments, esp in the night! Am i right? What i will usually do when im feeling like this is that i would go to the bathroom, open the tap and cry all i want, or else i would talk to someone. I would usually get the feeling that whenever i talk to that someone, the person just dont understand me and i would think that im troubling that person so i'd rather not talk to someone. For me, i dont really like confiding my problems to another person. I just rather cry out all i want or just sleep. I mean i think it's no use to tell your problems to that person then suddenly they leave you or else they just try to help you but it doesnt help. For me the best way is to actually listen to sad songs and understand the lyrics, then i'll cry more then i'll sleep. LOL. The next morning i'll be fine again. It's just a cycle and also your own  thinking. If you want to be emo all day, it's not gonna solve any fucking problem. I learnt that you have to actually think of something rather than telling all your problems to someone else and then it doesn't helps, eventually making you think more. Nowadays i dont usually feel sad or whatever cuz i found out that relationship matters at this age is uhm.. too early and just learn to focus on something else that makes you happy. If your relationship makes you happy then go ahead, AS LONG AS YOU'RE HAPPY. LOL. Partly also cause i turned the "love" into "hate" so now it doesn't really bothers me. LOL BUT IF Y'ALL R STILL SAD, I'VE SOME PIC QUOTES I'VE SAVED FROM GOOGLE AND HOPEFULLY, IT WOULD CHEER U UP. :)

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