Nothing left.

How I wish time could rewind and I could "re-do" my life once again. I could have refrained myself from doing what's wrong and not to mention... you guys know.

I wish everything could rewind so I can relive the moments again.

Time is like a memory-sucking machine. It sucks out what you've learn from the past. It sucks out what you remember. It sucks out the little things that happened in life that made you happy.

Even if I want to remember them, I couldnt. It's so irritating.

Friends are better than strangers. Best friends are better than friends. Lovers are better than best friends. Well, I'm stuck on the "strangers are better than errr. Nothing." Part.

I am at stage 4. The accepting part. No we didn't break up.(weren't even tgt)

We just broke apart.

I'm trying, trust me.
"If it's meant to be, it will be."

Like how when a butterfly that was in your hand for 5secs flies away, if it likes you it will come back. If it doesn't, it will look for someone else.