You know what sucks? Having to know someone accuse you of something you didn't do. I may have done that so much in the past, but believe me I changed so damn much and if you didn't notice it, you probably aren't my true friend, or even my friend. 

And you know I just get so pissed off when you tweet about me and just defame me on twitter. Like OPENLY. What is that for though? I didn't even do SHIT to you, maybe in the past, but I apologized. 

And for my friends this is another incident:
I didn't cry because he said f off. I cried because before that, I already knew that there's a lot of people that don't like me and I'm feeling really screwed up because of that and someone had to rub the wound with salt. But thats fine now. 

YES. For sure, EVERYBODY judges. It's a natural thing to do. I judge, you judge. But please, keep your comments and opinions to yourself instead of gossiping. I used to gossip all day and night. After my church leader spoke to us about the topic 'gossiping' I completely stopped. I hear others gossip but I don't join in. But sometimes I do ask questions because I'm genuinely curious hahahaha. But other than that, I'm done with gossiping. Been there done that. 

You know this week's sermon was about true friends. I need to PRAISE THE LORD for answering my prayers because I really prayed for the sermon to speak to me and miraculously it did. 
WHAT A TRUE FRIEND SHOULD BE LIKE:
A true friend always encourages you.
A true friend always listens to you.
A true friend will appreciate you.
A true friend forgives us for the wrongs we have done.
A true friend will always attempt to understand you.  
To be completely honest, I don't have any true friends. Some are just friends that you always share your problems to, some are just friends that you are super close to but they're not your true friends. 
Let's be completely honest, which of your friends will always be there for you, ALWAYS?

Notetoself:
 Don't be with friends that will always criticise you, just to pull you down, they act like they're concern but they're just curious. 

Avoid friends that pull you away from God.

Don't be with friends that don't respect you.
If they don't respect you, they don't deserve your respect too.



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I feel so much better after clearing my thoughts to God and just not giving a single care to those that dislike me. 


Xoxo.