Went beach cleaning for cip on 25-02-2014.

Turned out to be a shouting session. 

It's like a 'cleaning my heart' session. 

We were shouting at the top of our lungs about our deepest troubles. 

Shouting out to the sea. That was..... nice. 

Looking at how happy I looked. I totally forgotten about you. 

Went to dinner with Ketut, Praveen, hogan. We talked so much. Originally it was xav, zx, Chawin, zhiyang and ivan but the panjang peeps went home. SAD. It was a fun night though. 

Went to MOF for Discipleship with Shanyao and denzel. Yumz.

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We bumped to each other twice today. 

It's not a big deal but at least you know about my existence. Your name. Your name keeps popping up in my mind regardless of how I think I'm getting over you, it brings me back to the stage like I'm infatuated with you all over again. 

I hate the fact that I can't get over you. 

What's there to hold on? 

What's the point of holding on? 

You moved on. Why can't I? 

It's not your fault. I know. It's mine for holding on to you. 

I'm trying to get my senses back together to realize that this is shit and this is not going to work out. 

-Breaths in breaths out- 

Everything, everything was happier then. What happened? 

Seriously I HAVE NO CLUE. 

Xx. Bye.